6:27 p.m. - 2007-11-21
Seriously, I never thought this would happen.
1:40 p.m. - 2007-11-20
Am I really that neurotic? Heidi scored a lot more on openness, conscientiousness and extraversion, but a lot less in neuroticism. Surprise! She's the hard-working type and I'm the procrastinating type.
I think I'm off to "dedica's" to get some school books (copied ones) that I ordered ages ago and forgot to pick up. Uh oh. I hope he still has them. I should also buy new earphones because the ones that I have now are slowly dying. I don't know if it's just my ears or the actual gadget but it seems like the right plug thingy is weaker than the left one, and it doesn't always work. I thought I might get something a bit better this time, something that lasts longer than 8 months. Please do notice that this doesn't count as shopping (I'm still spending the Spending Money Banned month) because these are necessities. I need these things. I keep telling myself that a lot to keep my consciousness quiet.
9:53 p.m. - 2007-11-19
What I really need is a pair of good hiker shoes. In fact, I DO have that sort of shoes. My late granny's old shoes. Never worn them but they're right there, somewhere.. somewhere. I'm not going to wear them though, not unless I fall while going down the hill to the busstop and crack my head open. Then I'll give up wearing boots with heels.
Btw, I found a part of Marina's Christmas present! A lovely "Chanel" bag that even has the initials! It's so.. so.. I don't even have the words to describe it because I don't want to use the word 'tacky', though that's just what it is. But it's tacky in a good way, I mean, it's good as long as you combine it with the right things. I'm going to put various nail polishes and an eyeliner in it (Artdeco's, of course) and hope that she's as thrilled as I am. My sister loves that sort of stuff. We like similar things so she's one of the easiest person's to buy presents for, though I doubt I'd have the guts to carry an obviously not real and sort of tacky Chanel bag (with initials) in broad daylight. She would, though.
Did I mention I found my mp3 player's USB cord? It was in my closet. Don't ask.
11:12 p.m. - 2007-11-18
I dyed my hair again last night. I'm really the master of planning thins!I started at 12:30 am, and finished at 2:30 am, but luckily I had had about 4 cups of coffee earlier that night so I was pretty much awake when I finished and actually made a smaller mess than the last time! Last time I managed to throw some of the icky dying thing on the washing machine and I think it stained it a bit. Well no wonder, you never know how strong and toxic that stuff is, with hydrogen and everything. Anyway I didn't really realize how much the colour had faded before I saw my hair well for the first time this morning - I'm back to the dark mahogany brown colour. Doesn't look that bad really, though I might be a bit too used to being blonde and not liking red hair that seeing myself in the mirror still surprises me every time. Dad didn't say anything (though he did notice it because you'd have to be blind NOT to notice this drasical change in my hair colour) but then again, why would've he said something to me? Told me to get rid of it? I'm "an adult" (only on paper, I'm still just a kid really) and he just haves to accept the things that I do because I should have enough sense in my silly little head to make smart decisions by myself. And if I happened NOT to have any sense at all (I've considered this option too), then it's my responsibility to take care of the results of my actions. You know, I've made my bed and I'll lie in it. I sorta like his new approach to all the stupid stuff that I do - it sure as hell beats yelling.
I haven't bought much lately, if you don't count Collistars hair care and facial products. They were kinda "pricey" but they're really quality stuff. My hair is usually dry and brittle if I don't soak it in various balsams and masks (on a normal day I usually have 3-4 products in my hair to keep it looking normal and alive), but Collistar works best for me, really. God, I sound like a tacky advertisment, but it's true. And I know a serial number look-alike price tag doesn't always mean "quality" but I don't regret wasting my money on these products. I'm not buying anything else in this month, though. Or maybe just a pair of gloves and a new wallet (the fake Vuitton one has been through some rough patches during it's life and it's starting to show) but other than that, I'm going to spend a "Spending Money BANNED" month. For the next 2 weeks at least.
Something to listen to:
5:19 p.m. - 2007-11-17
It feels so weird that yesterday afternoon it was still dry and sunny, and now it looks like this:
I'm waiting for summer.