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9:32 p.m. - 2007-04-01 Dad, 55: Me and dad have had our differences, too, and judging by the pieces of paper filled with teen angst that I found a few days ago, I�ve really hated him sometimes. But I�ve hated many people during my life and it�s been proved that I can�t be mad at anyone for long. He�s now in France, hopefully he comes home soon. It�s been almost 1,5 years since he was home and it�s affected Tinkku. Dad has these crazy dreams (about all of us living together in Serbia) that might never come true but what is life without dreams? My dad�s also extremely intelligent and smart, I�ve never seen a smarter man than he is. There isn�t anything he couldn�t do, after all, he is my dad. He�s seen life, he�s well-educated (an architect) and he�s usually right. I wish I was as smart as he is. Aleksa, 25: Man, this guy can be irritating! But he�s also funny, he has a great sense of humour and though he�s shorter than me (maybe 165 cm tall) he has a huge ego, just like Napoleon. Hey, we�re family. He has always known what he wants to be and how he can achieve it. He�s the smartest one of us six and he�s gonna be an engineer. He studies at TKK, got there with his papers, didn�t even have to take the test or anything. I�m secretly proud of him but would never tell him that. It�s just too weird, telling each other how we feel and stuff. Some people might do that but not us. Mateja, 23: He�s the �black sheep� of our family. He�s a.. careless fellow if you can say so. I�ve heard he has a bad reputation but to us he�s nice � most of the time. He doesn�t care much for school or his future which is kinda sad �cos life isn�t just about having fun and spending time with friends. Hopefully he�s also going to be an engineer, unless he quits school or something. Stepi, 22: He�s always been a bit.. well, he�s popular amongst girls, he takes care of himself and it doesn�t matter if he looks good at the same time. Right now he studies abroad and apparently he�s become smarter than he was in high school. He doesn�t eat meat (almost a vegetarian, that is) and he can�t cook but he can play guitar quite well and he can be quite nice if he only wants to. Marina, 16: She�s much more open than I am, she loves to perform and makes people laugh. I�m jealous of her hair, it�s so thick, curly and long. Mine is just blonde-brown and bushy. She�s also thinner than me, thanks to bone structure she got from dad. She�s my best friend (I mean, my really really best friend) when we�re not fighting, but I don�t guess she knows it. We used to fight a lot more but it ended when we grew a bit older. Actually it ended just a year ago or so.. but it�s never too late to grow up, right? She�s not that good at school and she sucks at maths, but so did I when I was in jr. high, but she doesn�t care, at least not much. She has this great attitude towards life, it doesn�t matter if something goes wrong, everything usually turns out to be okay. She has a bit closer relationship with dad than I do and she misses him a lot now when he�s in France and can�t understand why I don�t miss him as much as she does. She probably sometimes thinks I�m an emotional fuckwit, and who knows, maybe I am? Tinkku, 13: She�s very sensitive and cries easily, especially now when dad�s not here. The fact that she�s only 12 makes her very annoying at times. I don�t know her that well, maybe it�s the age gap, but sometimes I wish we did. She�s started to do sports much more than any of us. He goes skiing, downhill skiing, skating and even jogging sometimes. I can�t imagine her growing up, getting married and having kids, to me she�ll always be the youngest one who never grows up, mum's baby.
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