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1:51 p.m. - 2007-05-30 Don't know if I should go to the hairdresser's before going lingerie shopping and the last geodesy thing. Though I also don't know any reasons why NOT to go, since my hair really looks like shite. This morning, while standing in front of the mirror, I actually thought to myself how on earth can anyone make my hair look good ever again. A true mission impossible. Oh yeah, and I found out that my brother isn't moving out in June but in July. Le sigh. On a more happier note, I found the world's greatest webcomic a couple of days ago. It's called Girls with Slingshots and I'm actually a bit sad now that I've read all the strips that have been published so far. What will happen next?? Well, at least I've got something to wait for. I need a slingshot myself, really. 8:08 p.m. - 2007-05-29 Oon menossa huomenna alusvaateostoksille, kaiken j�rjen mukaan sen pit�is olla ihan pirist�v��. Eilenkin k�vin ostamassa uuden huulikiillon, kuorinta-aineen kasvoille, d�d�n/antiperspirantin ilman aluminium chloride -nimist� myrkyllist� ainetta, proteiinipommihiustenhoitoaineen ja ja.. sellasta pient� kivaa. En oo tuhlannut t�ss� kuussa viel� yht��n, joten en oo ylitt�nyt (viel�) budjettia. Meill� on nyt ollut geodesiasta k�yt�nn�n harjoituksia eilen ja t�n��n (tosin molemmilla kerroilla ne keskeytyi sateen takia), ja mun ryhm�ss� on yks tosi s�p� tyyppi, ja sill� on aivan ihana hymy. Aika ironista ett� tajusin vasta vikalla geodesian luennolla ett� se istuu melkein mun vieress�! Argh, miks pit�� olla n�in hidas aina?? Se ei edes opiskele maisema-arkkitehtuuria eli en n�e sit� samalla luennolla luultavasti en�� ikin�. 12:07 p.m. - 2007-05-28 I always try to eat more healthy in the summer (vegetables, water, coffee and an occasional dose of diet coke), it's a bit easier now that it's so hot that I don't actually crave for anything sweet or unhealthy. I'm encouraged by the fact that I can't keep my Zara jeans high enough. Sure, it's a bit annoying to walk when they slip down all the time, but boy does it feel good to think that they were actually a bit tight last winter! I can actually take them off without opening the button and the zipper! Yeah, very very useful. My sisters are coming here on next week's Friday! Okay, I've got a mid-term exam on next week's Friday too, but who cares. I feel like I'm on top of the world, like I could do anything, even pass a mid-term exam or two - if I study hard enough. 6:51 p.m. - 2007-05-26 Maybe it's because I realized that the exams are drawing nearer and nearer, and that I really have to pass at least 5 exams now in June, which is quite a lot for me. I don't like the Bologna process because it makes my situation extremely tricky. I can try to pass my exams only 3 times and if I don't manage to do that, then I'll have to do the courses again. You know, all the subjects are worth a certain amount of points, and if I want to enroll the second year next autumn, I have to get at least 37 points out of 60. In the first semester I passed only descriptive geometry (8 points), drawing (4 points) and English (4 points). Impressive, isn't it? Anyway, in the second semester I will definitely pass English again (4 points again, since English lasts 2 semesters) and painting (4 points). So, all in all I will have 24 points which means that I'll have to gather 13 points more to enroll the second year. Doesn't sound like much, does it? For me it's the same as climbing Mt. Everest, which means that it's not impossible but very very difficult and I might lose a limb or two trying it. Sigh. The rest of this semesters subjects are botanics (7 points), pedology (7 points), geodesy (4 points) and nature preservation (4 points) and I'm going to try all of them in June, but I doubt I'm going to pass all of them. For that I'd need a divine intervention or something! Maybe I can pass two, or in an extremely good case three, but.. You know, some days I'm just so afraid that I won't be able to do it. Everyone tells me that I can do it, including E, M (he called last night) and my middle brother, and it's kinda scary because what if I don't succeed? M said that if an ass like my youngest brother was able to do it back in the days, then so the hell can I. That made me feel better. It was a bit weird talking with my middle brother in MSN because I've never done it before, we're not that close. But he's the nicest one of the three of them, he hardly ever gets mad at me and I can count the times when he's called me an idiot with one hand, so I really appreciate it that he told me those encouraging things last night. I hear he's doing pretty well too, he might graduate next year and now he's working in some construction firm as some kind of a boss, which is great news. If someone deserves a great job like that, then it's my brother. We used to have so much fun, we were so much closer. Why can't we stay kids forever? 4:30 p.m. - 2007-05-25 Yeah, I'm so not an outdoors person. 10:23 a.m. - 2007-05-23 Yesterday's geodesy mid-term exam went okay, I think. I managed to do 2,5 exercises out of 4 which is just what I expected. Even if we were allowed to use our books, it wasn't easy because if you don't understand the exercises, then it doesn't matter if you have 10 books next to you or none. The first exercise was pretty easy because all we had to do was change these normal degrees into radians and.. what's this other thing called, something like gradus? Whatever. I had never done that before but managed to find the instructions in the book. I was there when we were supposed to do it in the beginning of the semester but I was probably half asleep. In high school I wasn't there when we were supposed to do it, if we were ever even supposed to learn that in high school. I was probably shopping with Heidi and laughing at the maths teachers who gave us only 2 "minuses" when we had skipped like 8 lessons. Oh, those high school times.. Yesterday during the geodesy seminar I travelled back in time, when my mp3 player randomly played this one song I haven't heard in ages, Apulanta's Ilona. It was like in 1997 all over again - me, Iiris and Vilja in the music classroom in YNK with the music teacher who was showing us the new song books the school had ordered. He was okay, even if he used to get these weird fits when he got mad at the kids. Back then graduating from high school didn't feel real. Me and Nina used to talk how it's stupid to study 10 more years before we graduate, it felt like an eternity then. I sometimes miss the simplicity of being a kid. Re-opening my account at imood.com brought another blast from the past. I was actually trying to create a new account when it told me that there already is an account for my email address, so I asked the site to sent the username and password to my address. I got the chills when I saw the username, Mehis. I haven't heard that nickname in a long time! The last time I used the account was in February 2004, 3 effing years ago. Where did time go? 10:44 a.m. - 2007-05-22 "What's Buli done today" That's pretty much everything we talk about. Impressive, isn't it? Nowadays when he starts complaining and bitching about stuff, I just don't answer because if I did, I'd do it in such an annoying way that it'd tick him off even more than my silence. I don't like fighting and it's just easier to shut up and ignore him, pretend that I don't care. I don't know why, but last night I wanted to be nice to him so I told him that he should probably turn off the "save my chat logs" function in MSN Plus! Live because he probably doesn't want to save them. The poor boy didn't even realize that he and his Finnish girlfriend's (who whe has kept as a secret) conversation was saved in a place where everyone can see it, including me. Should I feel bad? 10:08 a.m. - 2007-05-21 Tomorrow's geodesy mid-term exam makes me a bit nervous, even if only need to get 1 point out of 15, so that they see I've taken the test, but it'd be sorta nice to get more points because all in all, I need 60 points to pass the whole subject (seminar attendance + mid-term exam + exercises that we've done = 50 points, exam = 50 points). You'd think that it was easy but I tell you, for a lazy person like me it's not. 5:53 p.m. - 2007-05-20
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