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2:39 p.m. - 2007-04-19 I have a horrible headache and I can't concentrate on anything. I've sleeping so bad for the past week or so that when I wake up, it feels like I haven't slept at all. Last night I had a horrible nightmare that I was fighting with my husband (it was like.. the future me) and he had our baby in this baby carrier thing attached to his back. Suddenly the exact copy of my husband popped out of nowhere and killed our baby in the most brutal way. It still gives me the chills.. But it was definitely the most horrible nightmare in a while. I was, again, like a zombie at the uni and copied most of the geodesy exercises from R and the parts that I didn't understand, he explained to me. I don't understand him sometimes (like the way he attacks me sometimes during geodesy seminars and tries to tickle me) but it doesn't matter, he's a nice guy. He smelled like Hugo Boss, coffee and cigarettes. Need more sleep. No, I need BETTER sleep, because it's no use to sleep if it takes you ages to fall asleep and when you finally do fall asleep, you see either nightmares or really stressing dreams.
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